the bucket list

I watched the movie "The Bucket List" the other day and it really hit a cord with me. I really got to thinking about it and it's true you never know how much time you have left here on earth. So I made one of my own. Hope fully I will have finished with it before I kick the bucket. I know that its kinda wrong but I stole like the first 3 from the movie because I kinda think I would like to do. 1 see something truly majestic. 2 laugh until I cry. 3 help a complete stranger for the better. 4 learn to play a guitar and an assortment of percussion instruments. 5 become more Christ like. 6 learn to ride a skate board. 7 get a boyfriend before graduation. 8 write a book. 9 write a good song. 10 draw a realistic outside scene. 11 learn 3 complete Spanish songs and know what they say. I hope I can ad to it.

i think that banning Halloween is dumb. i think what walter petryk was really cool and sounds like something i would do so more power to him. and plus the school didnt spesify what the kids could and could not were so hes no really in the wrong soooo.

if i were invisible oh the places id go, and the people id see, the things id do, and the things id hear, the food id smell, the things id touch, and feel, and taste, and what i could be. if i were invisible i could stow away on a bus or a plane a car or a train and just go any where i had the notion. and i could see people who id never be able to see other wise like the president or the people in china or Africa or some other countries or i could see the land of Ireland and Holland or Greenland or Iceland. the things i could do like save a life and other things normal people wouldn't be able to do. or hear the music of a concert i didn't have to pay for or i could go to dc and listen to the speeches by the government. i could smell food ive never smelled before touch and feel and taste things ive never touch felt or tasted before. but on the down side of things i would be lonly with no friends or people to love me.

one memory in particular is on of my Granny Granny and i. she died when i was 4 so i dont remember a whole lot but this one time i can remember is me and her when for a walk down a trail on her ranch that the horses had made. and it was real cool if you listen you could hear the train and if you stood in just the right spot and looked real close you could see it. i also remember the smell of her perfume and of her house too. and every time i went to her house she always gave me chocolate milk with a bendy straw. she let me pick the color; ) and this one time we where about to leave and i had to go to the bathroom. they have 2 bathrooms and one for my papa and one for my Granny Granny but hers was occupied at that particular moment so i went to my papa's in sted. when i came out i said "uhhhhhhh(gasp) i just went to the boys bathroom." and my stupid retard brother just had to smart off "that means your a boy now and you have to change your name" and i was all freekin out cause im only like 3 right and i changed my name to amos it was the only boys name i could think of that started with a and plus i thought i had made it up and i asked my mom if it was a real name and much to my suprise it was. so now every time my mom thinks about my Granny Granny she always calls me amos. i start to tear up everytime she does. ;);););)<3

I think that no more bonfires is a bad thing cause its tradition. And you dont just get rid of something that your great great grandparents did like a hundred years ago. Its like saying that you cant celibrrate thanksgiving or chrismas anymore. Be for real to us its like a holiday cause it only comes around one time a year, and seriously when else are you gonna see a hugeamongus fire like that anyway (unless you have alot of house fires where you live)................................anyway i think its time to start new one. oo maybe we could go and spray paint some real big boards and decorate them and put them around the out side of the football feild ithink that would be cool.

i wish....

i wish that people werent sexist. some say that they arent but if you really look at it almost every one is. for example in the constitution it says by the people for the people of the people by then it also says that all men are created equal it dosent say that women are created equal or that women are equal to men. and when neil armstrong walked on the moon he said its one small step for man one giant leap for mankind, what if we want it to be a small step for woman or a giant leap for woman kind. and why do they give hericanes boys names granted they do give some girl names but if their gonna give it a boys name atleast call it a himicane. what about hemroids cause girls can get them to not just boys so for name sake call it a herroid. and last but not least when someone address a mixed group of kids (boys and girls) they always say hey guys and last time i checked im not a guy im at least a gal. and for those of you who dont think you are just think about it next time cause it kinda makes sense.

if i had to choose between being rich and ugly or poor and pretty. id have to say poor and pretty cause there is always a chance to become rich and if i'm pretty then i could be rich and pretty. but on the other hand if i was rich and ugly i would have the money to get pretty and it probably would cost so much i would be poor but id still be pretty. so either way i would be poor and pretty.

i think that in ten yrs from now i will be out of college and starting a family. i think i will be living in my dream house with the man of my dreams and the best kids any one could hope for. i hope i will be living either in Alabama, Hawaii, Arizona, New Mexico, or Alaska. and why those places i dont really know maybe because I've always wanted to go there. i also hope life wont be as hectic or as complicated as it is now.

7 yrs ago i can remember where i was and what i was doing. i was in Mrs Mckey's 3rd grade class and i remember we watched it on the news. then Mrs Word the principal came over the intercom and told every one not to panic and to go home. so we where let out and when i walked through the hall there was sort of a calm like a deathly silence that fell over every one at school even the littleer kids where quieter then normal. and some of the teachers where cryin a little. i remember when i got home every one was there just watchin the news thats all they did for hours. when dinner time came around noone was really very hungery but mom thought some food might raise the spirits and it helped a little but not much. you know some times i think that the bombing was a good thing not cause every one died but because it showed us as a country that we're not perfect but that we to have flas and it also brought everyone as a whole as one and ithink that some times we lose site of that.

If i could change one thing in my life right this very second i dont think i would change anything not one thing. because i have almost everything i could ask for except maybe a boyfriend (but hey wats wrong with being single my nothin cause who hasent been single atleast one whole day before) but no the right one will come sooner or later. and things are going good at school i have some of the coolest friends ever(somtimes) im fairly good at the sports im in and bands goin good. my family has issues but who dont right. and over all i know when i grow up ill look back at this and see that i was right to not want to change any thing.

i saw denman rookes blog and his art is amazing i wish i was as good as him

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so today i went on the web and was pretty amazed at what i saw there are so many things to find and discover. but there are also some things that i saw that disgusted me i dont think people really know how many bad things kids my age and younger have access to with just a click of a mouse and the push of a button. and the bad thing is most of the time we're not even lookin for them we just kinda stumble apon them.

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marcy i <3 you

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